“Just Keep Quiet, Sister”

Recently I’ve been meditating on the rape of Tamar and the coming of the Christ. These two are connected.

This might need some explaining. King David was anointed by God Himself. He was the king “after God’s own heart.” After the oppression and abuse against him by King Saul in 1 Samuel, your heart is cheering as David is finally anointed king. The good guys won! You expect the fairy tale ending, “And they all lived happily ever after…”

But the accounts of Israel’s history rarely end that way. Ever since sin entered into the world, our stories never end well. David was a righteous king – compared with Saul. But he was never really the point of the account. If salvation could come by government, David’s kingdom would have succeeded and Christ need not have come. But the problem with the world is universal. Not even David is immune. The sin that lies in the heart of every man also lies in the heart of David – and not “sin” in the mild “everyone sins” kind of way, but hateful, ugly, destructive and vile sin.

Like every good story teller, the author of 2 Samuel doesn’t just give us a treatise on total depravity and our need for a greater king and greater savior; instead, he shows us. David’s fall into murder and adultery has consequences for his whole family, including his virgin daughter, Tamar.

Tamar is beautiful, which means she is a target for the kingdom of the devil who hates beauty. Her half-brother Amnon is consumed with lust for her. His lust is not a lust for her beauty, but the lust of a hungry wolf in the presence of a sheep. His lust to kill, consume and destroy has been sexualized, which is what rape is.

He is constricted by Tamar’s position as a daughter of the king and one thing a man like Amnon hates is to be restricted by anything. He has two conflicting beliefs going on. First, he believes as the crown prince that he is entitled to whatever he wants. And second, the king has the authority to command. So what happens when the king’s rights conflict with the prince’s “rights”? It is this conflict that consumes Amnon and makes him sick. To Amnon, Tamar’s personhood and will don’t even enter into it. She’s just an object to be used.

Amnon, like all wicked men, has an advisor that promises to help him through the dilemma. Jonadab says, “Go to your sick bed. When your father comes to visit, ask him to send Tamar to nurse you back to health.”

And Amnon does. We are not told why David didn’t see through such a ridiculous ruse, but based on simple observation, we can make an educated guess. People have no problem confessing total depravity when it comes to people that are different than they are. If one is outside of your circles, you have no problem with confessing their corruption. It is easy to see the sin of Philistines, Moabites – even those of other tribes. The sins of Benjamin are easy to see if you are from Judah.

But where it hits hard is when you are confronted with the total depravity of your children, your brothers, your sisters, your church. “Those kinds of things don’t happen in Israel!”  “Not in my church. Not in my family. Not in my tribe.”

But sin doesn’t give us a pass because of who we descended from. In fact, it is the opposite. It is precisely because of who we descended from that we are all conceived and born in sin.

Even Amnon. Would David have allowed a non-family member to be alone with his daughter under such a flimsy excuse? I think not.

At any rate, David commands Tamar to attend to her brother. Tamar makes food for poor, sick Amnon and he watches her. She brings the bread to him, but he refuses to eat. Then he sends everyone else out of the room.

Tamar stands there alone, afraid, powerless. He commands her, “Come here. Lie with me.”

She protests strongly. “A thing like this shouldn’t be done in Israel!”

She begs him. She pleads for him to remember pity. “Where will I take my shame? I will spend the rest of my life ashamed and reproached. Unable to marry. Unable to live. What will I do? Who will take this shame away from me if you do this horrible thing.”

She pleads with him to remember his own reputation. “You will go down as a fool in Israel! Why would you do such a thing?”

She even gives him a desperate alternative, “Ask our father to give me to you as wife. He won’t withhold me from you!”  It seems desperate, but it is her only option in that culture before Christ. If she is raped, no one will marry her. She will be cut off without children, without protection, without support. She will have nothing but shame and reproach. Even today, in many cultures a girl who is raped faces excommunication from her family, her people, and sometimes is even tried and punished as an adulterer. The devil’s kingdom is ugly, hateful and cruel. How many women do we know who have been driven from their churches and families even in America because they were raped?

Amnon refuses to listen. He wants to destroy her innocence and beauty. His destructive desires are sexually charged. He is not lusting after her beauty. He is lusting after her destruction. So he forces her, because he is stronger than she is. And he rapes her.

The word “forces” is the Hebrew word, ‘anah, which means to afflict, oppress, humble. We will come back to that word.

After Amnon is done with her, he hates her. He hated her before, but now he has what he wants from her. He says, “Get up and get out.”

She weeps. She pleads. It is now clear to Tamar that it was not an act of extreme love gone bad, but an act of hatred and destruction. All rape is about destroying the image of God. It is never about love or even desire. It is about hatred and defacing God’s image.

Amnon calls in his servant and has her thrown out of the room. She leaves the room in tears. She tears her robe – the special robe of honor worn by the king’s daughters – and flees to Absalom’s house. Absalom is Tamar’s full brother.

Absalom immediately knows what happened and tells her, “Be quiet. Don’t take it to heart. He’s your brother.”

God gave men and women a wonderful gift when he created them. It was a gift of communication. Words and thoughts, the ability to hear, to meditate, to express. It is unique to man out of all creatures under the sun. We can open our lips, choose words and fellowship with one another and with God. We can talk about our feelings, our likes and dislikes.

We can use words like “love”; “joy”; “peace” – as well as “hatred,” “ justice,” “abuse.”

But the devil and his kingdom hate God and hate his image. He seeks the destruction of the voice, of the personhood, of the will. He seeks the annihilation and defacement of beauty and love.

The most effective way to achieve all of these goals of the devil is through rape. For this reason a rapist was not allowed to live in Israel under Moses’s law. There wasn’t anything to be done with him. A man who rapes is a man completely given over to the power of the devil and must be removed from society.

And rape removes the voice. Where will she take her disgrace? Does she have two or three witnesses? Does she have the courage to stand up to her attacker in an assembly of men who in her mind are just like her attacker? She tells her church, and is told to just be quiet. Don’t rock the boat. Don’t ruin the ministry. She tells the magistrate, and is often left just like Tamar. David knew about it. He was angry, but did nothing.

Her choice is gone, because he is stronger than she is. Her voice is gone – silenced by threats, intimidation, coercion. Where will she take her shame?

This is the hopelessness of the kingdom of the devil. After Absalom takes Tamar into his house, we are left with this: “And Tamar lived with Absalom, desolate, in her brother’s house.” She then disappears from the sacred record – except in the mind of God.

Her question still hangs in the air, leaving us empty and hungry for a solution. “Where will I take my shame?”

Many centuries later, Isaiah comes on the scene. He writes,

The Spirit of the Lord GOD is upon me, because the LORD has anointed me to bring good news to the poor; he has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to those who are bound;
2 to proclaim the year of the LORD’s favor, and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all who mourn;
3 to grant to those who mourn in Zion– to give them a beautiful headdress instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning, the garment of praise instead of a faint spirit; that they may be called oaks of righteousness, the planting of the LORD, that he may be glorified. (Isa 61:1-3 ESV)

The good news, the gospel, is proclaimed to the “poor”. The Hebrew word, as you may have guessed by now, is ‘anah – Afflicted, forced, humiliated, poor

And who is this one of whom Isaiah speaks? Does he speak of himself or does he speak of another?

When Jesus of Nazareth began to preach in Capernaum, he opened his Bible to this passage and read it. Then he said,

“Today this Scripture has been fulfilled in your hearing.” (Luk 4:21 ESV)

Do you see? Do you see that Isaiah is giving the answer to Tamar’s question? Do you see those for whom Jesus came? He came into this world in the womb of another virgin daughter of Israel. He came for all who have been broken, bowed, and afflicted. He came for those who have been abused, raped, and humbled. He calls to the broken-hearted, those with no strength, and those who have been the victims of every Amnon of this present world. His gospel is for the weak, the downtrodden – those who mourn.

He never told the outcasts to “be quiet”. He spoke with them. He listened to them. But more importantly than all of that, he brought to them good news. He came to set his people free. He came to give a voice to the voiceless, justice to the oppressed, mercy to the repentant. He came to set the prisoner free.

I know that the world is full of those who are like Tamar. I know many of you personally and see the gospel of Jesus alive in you. Christ has indeed fulfilled his promise and proclaimed the good news to you and has called you his own.

If Tamar’s story is yours and you do not know Jesus, learn of him. His yoke is easy and his burden is light. He hates Amnon, and destroyed the power of the one behind Amnon on the cross. He bore the curse in his own body and then rose from the dead, proclaiming the season of God’s favor to all who are hopeless and voiceless. He came to restore the damaged image of God in you – to restore your beauty, your voice, your will, your courage.

You are fearfully and wonderfully made, a daughter of the king who will never look away and refuse you justice. You have your voice restored to confess his name. You have your will restored to choose for yourself whom you will serve. Have the courage to come out of the kingdom of oppression and darkness and bondage and follow your savior.

If we call ourselves Christians, should we not strive to imitate our Lord? Do we follow him and give the gospel to the Tamars of the world – justice and mercy and renewed hope? Or are we more like Absalom; “Be quiet, sister; don’t take the matter to heart.”

May God give us the courage to proclaim faithfully the gospel of the kingdom of Christ, even when the kingdom of the devil threatens and fumes. May we stand firm.


Filed under Abuse, Christmas, Gospel, Hope

27 responses to ““Just Keep Quiet, Sister”

  1. Wendy

    A voice, justice, courage, your will, mercy, light, freedom…These words so fully depict Christ’s work among several people I’m honored to know! Thank you for filling out this story so we can more clearly see HOPE.

  2. Thank you for that encouraging and sweet word.

    You’re right, rape, especially child sexual abuse, is the theft of ones mind, body, and, soul. The enemy comes to steal, kill, and destroy, so it’s a very effective tactic. People do lose their voice, or lose their song if you prefer. A voice is a bit like a song, kind of the essence and fragrance of who we are.

    There is good news however, great news, we have a Lord of redemption and healing who can replace what has been lost and stolen, ten fold over.

    One of the worse things you can say, to women especially, is “keep quiet, sister.” Words are so important for healing. One of the best things men,husbands, brothers can do is to simply listen, just bear witness to our words. It changes everything.

  3. Thank you for proclaiming the truth from God’s Word. I really needed to hear this tonight after a long day and after years of feeling like such an outcast within family, community and now the workplace.

    “He never told the outcasts to “be quiet”. He spoke with them. He listened to them. But more importantly than all of that, he brought to them good news. He came to set his people free. He came to give a voice to the voiceless, justice to the oppressed, mercy to the repentant. He came to set the prisoner free.”

    So often I still find myself being too emotionally frail to stand up to abuse even at the workplace. After being betrayed by the man you married, the children, extended family and ‘the church’ … the ache is so numbing.
    Thank you, for taking time to compose this post even though you and your wife have many burdens to carry.

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  7. steve

    It’s interesting that you left off the end of the story. Absalom waits two years before setting up an opportunity to kill Amnon. Christ brings us into His family, He comforts the abused and downtrodden. But He does not turn a blind eye to evil. When He comes the second time it will be in judgment.

  8. Bunkababy

    The overwhelming power in this essay makes my stomach hurt. Something in this has uprooted and turned a stone of recognition left in the pit of my being. I have been on a road of being set free since my early 20’s. Rape, ritual abuse, outside of church. ( 2.5 yrs >) Rape , pornography inside the church, by pastors and deacons. I love the language you use. ” His lust to kill,consume and destroy has been sexualized, which is what rape is” inside the occult the taking of innocence is to receive power from the devil. An endless eternal lust for more at the expense of my mind, body, and spirit. I have only viewed it as a selfish act. Your statement, He is lusting after her destruction, could not be more accurate. All rape is about destroying the image of God. It is about hatred and defacing God’s image. With these words of truth you have just explained to me why baby/child rape is so powerful in the occult. I just thought it was power over weakness. But these words hold weight and truth like no other. When chronic trauma happens this young the mind becomes shattered literally. My mind has been shattered and fragmented. One of the most powerful things you said in your essay was that Chist was conceived of a virgin and that he in that state of utter purity is able to restore people is one of the most powerful things I have ever read. His essay has given me language, hard, ugly, vile, hatred that is powerful tool. Rape. You actually said rape. You said RAPE in a Christian context. In all my years struggling for freedom within walls, prayer ministry, inner healing whatever you wanna call it. That word has been taboo. It’s too powerful, harsh, mean, unforgiving. You don’t say it in the context of church, prayer, or in the presence of Christians. This thought or politeness has rendered me voiceless to the true intensity of the evil perpetrated on my being to kill the innocence , purity, and the reflection of the image of God. In all my years for the exception of professional therapy I have never been free to say what it is that happened to me in Christian circles. The shame of naming and using such a powerful word as RAPE was too harsh for people’s ears, and hearts to acknowledge. I have been stripped all these years as to the true nature of the crimes against me to protect others decency. And nowhere for my shame. Nowhere for my shame, until now. Until reading this article there was nowhere for my shame. You have given me the voice and power to directly address my hideous shame. I think this is why I HATE the church. I HATE THE CHURCH. Do you hear me? The CHURCH holds the keys to freedom but itstead she chooses to throw them away. Because someone like me might come along a call them to account . I have posted before. I have an alias. I still have to hide my identity. And that hurts. To this day I still cannot name my abusers because he was such a great man of God. But today you have given me truth, the power of words and a key to unlock a pain deep inside my being. Thank you.

    • You are right, Bunkababy. RAPE is not to be mentioned. Several years ago a future SIL commented that he didn’t think rape was possible within a marriage. That’s what I’ve been up against as three adult children have chosen ‘him’ over me. I have been blamed for them ‘hearing things’ from the bedroom as they were growing up? It has always seemed that I was responsible for keeping everything calm and not confront SIN!
      It’s sickening especially when professing Christians feel he’s just a quiet, nice guy. Many counselors will admit the quiet ones have many dark secrets. I tried to help him … now I am required to ‘live here’ and not ever talk to him.
      Praying for you, Bunkababy. ❤ ((hugs))

      • Bunkababy

        Thanks Healinginhim. Your situation must be like death to lose your children to him. I can’t imagine. And I am so sorry.

      • Matthew 10 speaks of persecution … even amongst flesh & blood. I have come to terms with this amidst the pain.
        “34 Don’t assume that I came to bring peace on the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword. 35 For I came to turn
        a man against his father,
        a daughter against her mother,
        a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law;
        36 and a man’s enemies will be
        the members of his household.[l]
        37 The person who loves father or mother more than Me is not worthy of Me; the person who loves son or daughter more than Me is not worthy of Me. 38 And whoever doesn’t take up his cross and follow[m] Me is not worthy of Me. 39 Anyone finding[n] his life will lose it, and anyone losing[o] his life because of Me will find it.”

    • Thank you for the privilege of hearing your story. I am so sorry that the horrible suffering you have undergone has caused you to hate the church, but I understand.
      There are many, many wolves. It might be helpful to remember that dark days are not new. Elijah cried out that he was all alone, and God said that he had reserved for himself 7,000 who had not bowed the knee to Baal. Paul quoted that passage when he felt all alone. In the dark days of the cruel power of Rome, the pope was burning and torturing the saints, but God raised up faithful men to speak up.
      God knows his own. And even today there are many who have not bowed the knee to Baal. They are scattered throughout the world, and in neighborhoods all over the world – but they are poor, outcast, wandering, just as they have always been.
      Christ’s kingdom is still filling the earth and will be until he comes again. The true church is his bride, his people, his dearly loved saints, his brothers and sisters, and they can still be found, even in dark days. Talk to me anytime. I’m here, but it might take me a day or two to answer.

    • I hear you honey. You are very eloquent. Thank you, you are also describing much of my story. I certainly struggle with the Church and it’s craziness. But Jesus, humble Jesus, I can separate Him from His people and liars who say they are His, and I identify as a Jesus lover. Used to volunteer on Christian breakfast radio with my narc in the process of divorcing h. Bugger the ” coersive sex”- it’s rape and should be stated in Church as such. You have a right to your anger and frustration. As do I.
      I am finding it exhausting, and am trying to discern and avoid the evil people and heal. New pathways, processing, pain but after much prayer and therapy, with non-church abusers, I am getting some peace and freedom.
      Again, thank you for your incredibly eloquent worthy voice. I would like to hear more truth from you.
      Much love, admiration and virtual hugs from Australia

  9. lettersfromhalfwayhome

    Beautifully writ. Aptly said.Deeply felt.

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  11. Waiting for justice

    Thanks you so much for this article. My heart goes out to you bunkerbaby and healinginhim. I too had my fair share of abuse from my husband and my eldest adult son. It is very painful to be under the abuse of your own family members. Sad to say that the church is standing on their side n I’m told to keep quiet about it. The church leaders feel that so long as they’re in church they are Godly people, nothing can go wrong. They view me as the bad ones. I hated the church too. Countless times I’ve been verbally abuse by the church members too. They are definitely of the 😈 devil, doing whatever they can to destroy me. Praise God, they have not succeeded and will not succeed as the Lord is my protector. I’ve been praying for them to repent but have been very discourage. Is there a possibility of any abuser come to repentance since they are children if the devil?

  12. Thank you Sam.

    And thank you Bunkababy for speaking your truth! I am so glad Sam’s post helped you. ((hugs))) to you if you want them. 🙂

  13. Deborah

    I am one who was raped by her husband along with all the other cruelty that a man capable of that unleashes on his wife and family over 30 years. He was an elder. He got the full support of my lifelong church and the elders refused to listen to the recordings I have where he admits to these things. “Shortly after our marriage I forced myself on you against your will and I raped you.” The pastor headed up an epic smear campaign. The elders refused to look at the evidence insisting there was “no way possible to know the truth.” The abuser’s own words recorded and written were not welcome. To watch me be destroyed in my own small community has been a delight for the abuser. To watch those who claim to be Christians act with such hardness of heart, lack of desire for truth, and cruelty has been a re-wounding. Little churches can use the same tactics as the megas. It is a heart thing…Follow the money. Most elders, pastor and many members benefit from his fraudulent tax schemes as a CPA. They refused to listen to me about tht also. The rot is never consigned to one area. A lack of character permeates the whole life.

    • I am so sorry that you have gone through that. God hates the false witness and all injustice and he sees. The day will come when the thoughts of the heart are exposed and justice will flow. God always vindicates his own.

    • Dear Deborah, I grieve for you.
      Sam Powell’s words are Biblically true about God vindicating His own.
      I extend a ((hug)) of compassion and wish I could be a friend of comfort. May the Lord provide true friends for you. Praying.

  14. Tonya

    Beautiful, thank you 🙏🦋🌺

  15. sue

    Dear Sam and Friends, the saddest thing is, so few sermons even approach the everywhere manipulators among us. It’s no wonder so many people want no parts of church, of striving to live holy lives. Recently, a blogger, who had come from an abusive family, and had professed Christ, had experienced a bit too much invalidation in the church; she now is hanging out upon atheists’ coat-tails.

    • Sue — So sad to hear of ‘the blogger’ you referenced. This is the story of so many. 😦 I don’t judge them but hurt for them because they have been spiritually abused.

  16. Tonya Dalton

    All I can say is I love this so much. It’s so powerful and speaks to me. I do struggle with finding my voice. It feels like my voice is silenced. I have a hard time speaking up about things, even at 49 years old. I find it easier type or write it down, than to share verbally. Or draw/ do art. God has used this to help me see my pain and work some healing in me, but I’m still numb and still struggle to speak, so I know there is more stuff to deal with. Only by his grace. I’m thankful for truly godly people like you who see and understand. Thank you for sharing these stories in such a redemptive perspective. 🦋🦋🦋

  17. Again Sam, thank you for your kindness, compassion and insight. You truly are a voice for the voiceless and I am so grateful.
    I’m proud to be your sister in Christ.

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